Dil ke baten with sufi

Dil mai jo bate hai shayad mai kabhi apko btana chahu to shayad kaafi din lag jaye but mera dil ke bate khatam na ho to kuch line apke liye kahan chahunga ke, 

Apne ke kahan ke mai acche nhi hu sab use pai kuch kahna chahunga ke apke jaisa insan maine kabhi nhi dekha tha, 

Ap jaise bhi hai bahot acche hai chahe lakh jamana kuch bhi bole mai janta hu ap kaise hai koi apko smjhe na smjhe mai hamesha apko smjhunga yakin krta hu or krta rahunga hn mana maine kuch time k liye apko smjhna bhul gya tha, but jb sai apko smjhna chalu kiya hai fir sai lgta hai kash mai apko bta pata ke aap kitne acche hai or apne Kitna apne ammi abbu or api k liye family jor kar rkhna agr kise sai shikha ho to mai apke pas usko bhejna chahunga apmai wo sab hai jo ek shawhar apne wife sai chahta hai, mai to wo shawhar nhi ban paya shayad mere kismat itne acche nhi hai agr Allah pak dubara agr mujhe mauka dete hai or aap mujhe dubara mauka dete hai to ek Accha shawhar ban kr apko dekhna chahta hu ek acche insan ban kr dikhana chahta hu, 

Apne jaise mujhe smjha hai shayad koi or nhi smjh skta hai mujhe wo care nhi kr payga shayad is wazah sai mai apko bhul nhi pa rha hu sufi agr aap mujhse kuch apne dil ke bate krna chahte hai to mai smjhunga apne jo mere liye kiya hai wo mujhe wapas ada krne ka mauka mil jayga, 

Ap bhi jante hai na Jan ke mai apsai bahot pyr krta hu kabhi apke ankho mai aansu nhi dekhna chahta to fir ye narazgi q, q mujhe mauka nhi dena chahta hai ke mai apne glti shudhar ke apke santh rah shku q nhi chahte hai ke mai wo apko pyr du jo mai dena chta hu q nhi chate hai ke mai apko apne sar pai baitha kr bolu ke Jan apko jo Accha lge kijiye mai apke santh hu hamesha... 

Jan mai apsai bahot mohabbat krta hu. 

Hm logo ne ek bat kahi the na ke kuch bhi hoga hm dono mil kr usko handle kr lenge kuch bhi bat hoge hm dono bat kr ke uska hal nikal lenge kabhi ye to nhi kahan tha na ke alag ho jayenge kaha tha na yad hai na apko Jan. 

Hamne ye bhi kaha tha na ke hm logo ke dikha denge k pyr ta umr hota hai. Hm sab sai alag ho kr dekha denge to Jan ye do raste q hm dono ek raste pai q nhi chal skte hai... 

Ye nisu sirf or Sirf apka hai sufi or kise ka nhi ho skta hai... 

Please mujhe akele chor kr mat jaiye zinda to rah lunga but jo apke santh zindagi hoge wo bahoot alag hoge Jan...